Tyrin stared down into the glistening waters of the vision pool with a frenzied gaze. Seeing the Kahiir in the land he was bound to protect shook his resolve in a number of ways, but Dalkota was right. It was small, much smaller than the goliath they had slain together years before. As the building panic began to wane, the hawk allowed his eyes to wander slightly from the scene of Korra running and over to other pictures shimmering in the golden waves. In another scene he saw a small hollow burning with violet fire and crumbling into its branches. A sharp sting of despair took hold of Tyrin as he looked again a few feet away to another scene. This time he witnessed a starving, skin and bones lion cub crying out for its parents. But no one came. In another vision a pair of weathered wolves struggled and lost in a fight with two Shade bears. Here in another, a black falcon screamed and flew to her dying mate, tears falling into his open wounds as she cradled him.
A hopelessness rose in Tyrin’s chest as he looked out at the sea of the animals he was failing to protect. The Council’s great King stood comfortable and safe as he watched the world crumbling beneath the golden waters. His talons slowly sunk into the ground, and his shoulders fell the more he witnessed. He saw a horse desperately dig at a long dried riverbed, a mother fox watching her cubs starve every morning. The strangled cry of a barn owl’s lost parents. Friends losing friends. Mothers and fathers had become so no longer. Children screamed for parents, and Shades answered the cries with pain. The midnight sobbing of a mate with no better half. The shriveling of once beautiful forests. The icy embrace of a once warm den. The coldness of grief where once there was hope.
Tyrin watched the rising tides of despair edge closer, lapping at his talons while someone around him started speaking. He heard none of it, he was miles away staring into the void of his failures. The images flashed all over the pond, jumping from heartbreak to heartbreak until one nearby settled on the fight between Rinka and Zarrock. Tyrin watched the fire spreading through the city. The Alpha Shade roaring and biting at his mate. Everything was happening at a whirlwind pace, and at the same time everything seemed to stand still. He watched the events playing out in the pool around him, but he was frozen with an anchor of sadness. Look at what happened to this place. This beautiful, vibrant land decimated before Tyrin’s very eyes. It had been happening for years, slowly with each passing day. Each sunrise the people hoped less and less for Agathar’s demise. Each moon passed overhead with renewed despair. And through all of it, Tyrin had watched.
His head clouded, Tyrin stepped away from the pool. He couldn’t bear to keep focus on it anymore. He didn’t hear what Dalkota said as he made his way back to his little hollow in the corner of the Grove, but nobody tried to stop him. The Fireblood, the Council’s King, the Protector of The Wild and the once Hero of the Pridelands stepped into his hollow and pulled the moss door shut to the world as he had done for years. The great King stood in his dim hollow and closed his eyes to the hopelessness and cries that rang in his head. He had done his best, hadn’t he? He had listen to the guidance of his Guardian and friend. He had searched for those willing to fight and become a Fireblood army. He had gathered his strength and waited for the right time to strike like they had all agreed…. But for what? There was nothing left to save anymore. Agathar had already won.
Tyrin opened his eyes, spilling tears out onto the hollow floor. The sadness began to make way in his heart for frustration. Why had he waited so long? Why did he let it come to this?! He blamed Dalkota for an instant, and Khiarra for another, but it passed. The rage building in his heart told him the truth. This was his fault. Agathar, the Shades, the usurpation and destruction of the Council. He could have stopped it. He could have fought every day since his second chance and he could have faced them himself… but he was terrified. He was so unbelievably, ashamedly, scared. His entire life he took the blow for others. He took the blame for Syrune’s antics as a hatchling, he had flown into danger countless times for his friends, and he had felt death more times than any soul should. If there was one thing in this world that scared him now, it was feeling it again. Tyrin was terrified to die, horrified to think about the place he would end up. The void called to him in nightmares every night and so he had allowed himself to pander to and fro, wasting years he could have been fighting. He could see it in Dalkota’s face. In every lecture about waiting, the Gryphon hoped Tyrin would defy him. Each stern voice a secret plea for action. The broken hawk looked over to the corner where is Ethyrium armor and twin talon-swords lay, a snort coming from his beak at the joke the dusty things represented now.
The would-be King hopelessly sunk into his nest. What was he supposed to do now? Wasn’t everything over? Tyrin curled in on himself when he felt the weight around his ankle. Confused at first, the hawk looked down at his talons and realized he was still wearing the Soul Key. He stood up and made his way over to the table beside his nest and with his beak, pulled the Key off his talon and sat it down beside him. He stared down at the rune filled edges, and ran a talon slowly over the ridges where the power sources connected. A soft smile formed at the corners of his beak as he looked down at the small thing. Each weathered scar on the golden surface sprung a memory to life for the hawk. This little thing, the reason for it all. Tyrin thought about the day he met Rinka and Drellan, and the jaguar Azula. How they kept their quest hidden at first. He thought about the look on Zarrock’s face when he found out he had cornered a Phoenix and he chuckled. He remembered Azaelic the Eagle, and how he always seemed to have an answer. He thought about Drellan falling from the ice bridge and how he and Rinka lit the way out of the cave with the light of his crush for her. So many things came to mind as he stared down at the Key. He recalled the aftermath of the battle in the snow, how everyone was happy for that short while. K’Nova’s prison, the Summer Festival, his first kiss in the Map Room. Rinka firing a human weapon in the Council’s marketplace.
Tyrin let out a hearty laugh, the tears in his eyes no longer of sadness. It all seemed like ages ago… When his laughter died down, Tyrin thought for a flash that he was back in his hollow at the Council. He turned with a smile to call Fin over… then he remembered. His smile faded, and he set the Key back down on the table, the rush of shame coming up his throat again. What kind of king—no, what kind of friend hides in his hollow?
The feeling in his chest came again, this time the swelling shame and despair had mixed into something else. Through it all, the memories, the hopelessness, something else had formed in his heart. A renewed sense of purpose. Determination. Tyrin straightened his back and stood tall for the first time in years. Determination. He held on to the as he walked to the hollow doors. He burst through into the sunlight, the others still gathered by the pool. Power in each step, Tyrin came to the others but no one spoke until he started. “Dalkota… I can’t tell you enough how grateful I am for your wisdom and guidance. You have cared for this land and looked out for its people more than anyone else who could claim to do so, more than me. Thank you for your suggestions, but I’m finished with your plan. I’m not going to spend one more day staring into this pool and watching my failures reflected back up at me.”
Dalkota did not speak, only a glimmer of surprise shone in his eyes as he let Tyrin continue.
Tyrin spoke again, looking out at the pool as his frustration with himself climbed out again. “ Look at this! Look at what we allowed to happen! Every day we could have been fighting, every night we could be rescuing those in need. Every single life down there that has been lost the past three years is on us. We spent so much time trying to win so perfectly, that we almost lost everything worth fighting for! Agathar is sitting up in his Spire thinking he won a long time ago, and we have done NOTHING to show him otherwise. We have what—seventeen Phoenix ready to fight? We saved the world before with three! You’re the Guardian, you know it better than we do. You know what we can do, you know who we are! All this waiting does nothing but give him time to hurt more of the ones I’m supposed to protect! That dragon thinks he’s beaten us, that his Shades cannot be stopped, but nothing is unbreakable! This land has protected itself from much worse than a single dragon, and we’ll do it again. The humans thought they could rule over us too, and we fought back. In the vines that crumbled their cities to the waters that drowned their homes, the wild has always won. We don’t get to sit in a magical Grove and watch it all play out. We are the wild now! We do not give up, and we do not surrender! I didn’t come back here to watch a bunch of lizard-worshiping shadow freaks take over everything that I love!”
The red-tailed hawk’s mark began to glow through his talons, and the rising fires in his eyes brightened. “I am Tyrin, King of the Council and son of Na’thain. I am the last Fireblood and the Protector of The Wild, and I don’t need a long winded plan or an army—I need my friends!”
King Tyrin unfurled his wings and locked his eyes on the exit platform in the center of the lake, a burning purpose flaring in his eyes.
“Khiarra, get my sword.”