Jaystep wrote:(*cheering* it's like the beginning of a TV show, all these different scenes all around the world!
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Kale looked again at the tracking disk, pausing to hover with his wings in midair. It continued to blink and buzz as if he were right on top of a Rift, yet all he saw below him was snow. With a frown and the shake of his head, he dove downwards again in search. The wind howled in his ears on the way back down the mountainside. It had taken all of his courage to come back to another mountain after the last time.
He was somewhere North, but that's about all he was sure on. The Falcon had made his way up the Pridelands and into the snowy Northern Mountains region, following a valley that used to hold the Snow Wolves' territory up into the mountainous forest above it. When the tracking disk had initially went off, it took Kale almost a full day to understand it there were so many different Rifts all appearing at the same time that he did what all intelligent minds did when there was no logical answer: he guessed. This Rift was somewhere just North of Drellan's old camp and birthplace. If he and Najmah were ever going to appear, this would make the most logical place. So he set off, arriving at the site only to discover a thick blanket of snowfall obscuring the mountainside. On his way out of the Pridelands, some of the other Rifts had started to appear on the tracking disk. He made note of two in particular; One on the Island of Storms that particularly moved him, and the one near the wolves' current camp. If Drellan wasn't here, that would be his next choice.
The Disk buzzed and flashed as if he had arrived, but he could not see anyone or any sort of area that might reveal a Rift. To add to it, whether it was new fear of large mountains or something else, the whole area was thick with dread.
The Falcon felt it in the air as he landed on the snow-covered branches of a nearby fir tree.
Perhaps the wolf isn't on the surface? Maybe there is a cave nearby?
XD It's awesome, isn't it?
"Crap it's cold!" the male falcon gasped, backing back into the cave as a gust of wind blew flakes of snow into his face. He continued backing up until his back hit a wall. He wings were wrapped tightly around his form, but even that, along with his feathers completely bristled, didn't feel like enough to warm the bird.
"Why's it so cold?" he shivered, "I don't remember there being snow! I... I don't remember..."
He paused in his shivering, now very confused.
"...Where am I? ...How did I even get here?"
The adult Peregrine felt as if he had woken up from a long nap, but without the the post-sleepy feeling. Grogginess was the word!
He felt disoriented, as if he lost all sense of time. He also had trouble remembering anything right before he woke up, which was what usually happened whenever he napped. So he'd remember everything in just a moment, right?
"I remember my name, so it's not like I have amnesia," Finnican churred to himself, "And before now..."
He stood there for a full minute, thinking hard in an effort to regain the memories that alluded him. And just like that, he remembered.
"...That's right. I...I committed treason against his majesty, didn't I?" Finnican whispered with slumping shoulders. As he said those words, his gaze grew distant and his voice took on a somber tone. "There's...no way I can go back, is there? The entire Roost will know by now. There's no way they wouldn't, right?"
Finnican slid to the cold, hard ground. With a long sigh that turned his breath into plumes of faint steam in the cold air, he lifted his ching and rested the back of his head against the wall. The corners of his beak pulled back in a soft smile as he gazed at the raggedy ceiling in sorrow.
"Sorry little sis," he chuckled with a heavy heart, "I left you behind again, didn't I? Some older brother I am, huh?"
It was for the best anyway, As long as she wasn't with him, then the Roost would accept and love her in his place. He probably would never see her again, but... He'd made his choice. And so he was reaping the consequences.
The smile not leaving his face, Finnican closed his eyes and pictured his younger sister. He...couldn't recall what she looked like. He knew she was growing into a beautiful young she-falcon, but her face was a blue. It hadn't been that long since he'd last seen her.
"Ya," he muttered with a bitter smile, "Some older brother indeed."
His poor little sister. She hadn't done anything to deserve having a sorry exuse of a brother like him. He would miss her, but she was better off. He wished he could have stayed with her a little longer.
I'm sorry I never got to tell you before everything, but I love you... ...
Her name would not come to him. It took a moment to realize he did not know it. His snapped wide open and he jolted straight up. Finnican could not remember his sister's name. Forgetting his sister's looks was one thing, but forgetting her name? How was that even possible?!
It was then that Finnican began looking over his past. He remembered the hollow he grew up in. It wasn't a clear picture, but he did remember growing up in it. ...With...hawks?
He remembered...fighting, hunting, racing. He remembered doing those things. ...Why did he do that again?
There was something a few years ago... Something horrible happened. It had caused so much heartache and grief. What was it that happened?
As he rattled his brain for his memories, and uncomfortable feeling settled in his chest and only grew stronger the more time he spent thinking back on his life. A life that he could only recollect through bits and pieces.
"...Maybe I have amnesia afterall..." Finnican shakily whispered to himself.